i'm a mess

i cant smile, i cant sleep, i cant think straight until this video is done. I feel constantly tortured by time and ideas, I am forever berated by different ways to make the video, different ways to do things, lost footage, ender enders, all at the same time battling the clock to get the video done. will it be done right? will there be regrets? what if i forget stuff? what will the bonus features be? what will we use for the dvd backgrounds? what will andrew pastura land next? will fun boots! be done before nick moves away? there are so many different ways to make a video that it seems torturous to choose just one way. so many opportunities, so many trails you can go down... aaaaaAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

please send care packages and kind words.

brinking on the edge of insanity,
-david.